叶子的离开，是风的追求，还是树的不挽留？

爱一个人很难，但忘记一个人更难。
爱情有时真的很伤人，也让人无法自拔。
爱情也有时真的不简单，它会让一个人不顾一切的付出真心。

两个字，要对待您所爱的人： 珍惜。

但爱也很简单！
在这个故事里，我说吗~; 爱就是爱，不爱就不爱，不必搞倒那么复杂吗？

:3

When I was in my 10's , I also wanna learn unicycling, juggling and balloon crafting.
I tink I should soon make another tab of "things I wanna learn" section. Lol!

Since young, even when i started learning how to walk, I've been not sleeping at proper timing.
I could ton overnights, or wake up in wee hours disturbing my parents, my mom told me.
I am already an owl, a night-person.

Teenage time, I was gaming, stoning and having phone conferencing with others till late nights.
Young adults, gaming, stoning and assignments.

For all my 19+ years, I've never have a minimum 7 days subsequent days of proper sleep.

So, for the sake of myself and R

With the damaging 19+ years of dark eyes circles to myself,

I will and MUST cease the puffiness, and lessen the color of my circles.
Dont have to be perfect color as the rest of my skin,

The ultimate aim is to Lessen and cease the color of my dark eye rings.

I do not wish to buy products because seriously, I dont think it will work.

So i Googled and gathered from different sources of remedies.

Home remedies

Remedy 1: Sufficient sleep (7 to 9 hrs) - will sleep @ 10-11

Remedy 2: Plenty of fresh fruits and vegetable, especially brightly colored ones.
- lack of vitamin K (or get products), B12 or inadequate antioxidants

Remedy 3: Drink sufficient water (8-10 glasses)
- I gotta admit I don't even drink a glass per day. (dislike since young but will do it)

Remedy 4: Grate or mash washed raw potatoes and slice thick cucumber - 10 to 15mins
- Gotta go market ._.

Remedy 5: Cooled tea bags (Drink and ltr reuse by cooling overnight in fridge, prefer chamomile)

Remedy 6: Don't drink too many fluids before bedtime for it increase puffiness

Remedy 7: Frozen Spoon / cooled washcloth (Reduce puffiness)

Remedy 8: Reduce salt intake

Remedy 9: Invest in products - Not gonna do this.

=D

yeaa ~ I will do it and prolly.. take pictures every month to see improvements?
hees !

YOSHHHHHHHHIES YY !
GAMBATTEHHS OHHS ! ^-^

That's ..

Sore wa ... ~
Sore wa sugoi ne !

I being lame and killing time so write comments

Saw a post somewhr so imma comment here..

高貴的女人　看她的內衣。
Me has no lingerie collections. They are all normal solid-coloured ones.
Furthermore, appealing and those to my likings ones are really expensive for me to buy.
(I see no reasons at this age now to buy)
∴ I guess I'm normal.

精緻的女人　看她的指甲。
Imma pianist and i dont like my nails to be long for hygiene purposes.
I dont wanna trap dirt inside for health concerns.
Dont have particular like/dislike towards medicure. Feel neutral.
∴ I guess ... I'm still normal ? LOL

性感的女人　看她的香水。
Hmm .. unless special occasions or when I'm "available and ready", if not I won't put on perfumes.
On normal days, the "perfume" I would apply is Rexona anti-perspiration only.
∴ I guess I'm still normal

氣質的女人　看她的手錶。
I can't judge myself on this yet cuz I haven't found the watch that is to my liking or suit my appearance.
∴ Null

拜金的女人　看她的包包。
Hmm .. i seldom buy bags. And my bags are normal.
∴ Normal bahh ..

可愛的女人　看她的朋友。
Hmmmmm this damn tricky ..
Friends at my age .. some dont see things the same way as me, some I cannot understand.. too many diff types
so.... ~ .________.
idk how to judge this LOL
∴ Null

感性的女人　看她的文章。
If I were to choose the only ONE that I would write on: expository, persuasive, analytical, argumentative
I would choose argumentative.
Because I would have to research and use factual sustenance to support my statements of both the agree and disagree one.
And then reasoned both sides out with EEE, pros and cons.
I cannot persuade, I cant write a imaginative story. I can analysis, but I am not good in forecasting.

Hmmmmmmm ..

∴ Null cuz idk how judge this LOL

賢惠的女人　看她的拿手菜。
THIS ONE damn easyyyyyyyyyyy !
I cant even make a proper half-boiled egg and dont even know how use rice cooker.
∴  Enuff said, i failed.

浪漫的女人　看她的睡衣。
I find tanktop/ t-shirt and homely shorts damn cute and comfortable for me alr. Pajamas are fine too.
Never tried night gowns before..
∴ Null LOLL

小資的女人　看她的化妝包。
Never put on thick makeups before. Seldom bring makeup bag out so..
To me, I'm naturally beautiful and adorable in my own ways already.
Enuff said.

內涵的女人　看她的父母
My parents taught me well.
Enuff said.

LOLLLLLL k i'm jus killing my time ~
but overall , I think im still too young to judge my own because of many factors.
Only if i would shop and have the money to spend on the actual things that i really wanted for myself, then see agn ba ~

ROFLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL

I wannna buy ..

Kazoo ! :3

Michel Teló - Ai Se Eu Te Pego - Oficial (Assim você me mata)

黃鴻升 平行時空

Sometimes, giving someone a second chance is like providing them another bullet after they missed you the first time.

Now you know the reasons to certain things to why i choose not to give chances and be real stubborn.

Not that im selfish or self-centred.
I love myself and wanna do the best out of my life.

Book Quote 4

C'est la vie

(sei la vee)

Book Quote 3

"Most of us don't know how to be nice to ourselves. We shoot ourselves down for not being perfect. We hate ourselves because we're not pretty enough or skinny enough. We're hard on ourselves if we don't get top marks or are not picked for the netball team. Sometimes we are our own worst enemy.
The only excuse for being so tough on yourself is because you have low self-esteem. YOU have already decided that you're so unimportant."

Book Quote 2

"I'm convinced that it's all about believing in yourself, and that's why it's so important to respect yourself."
After all, until you believe in yourself you won't have the confidence to fulfill your ambitions, speak up for your beliefs, make good of your dreams, and end up with the boyfriend of your choice"

You choose your fate.
Don't ever allow others (example: parents, teachers) to dictate your future. Telling you what you should do, what you ought to do and had you convinced to give up your dreams and what you inspired to be. *Doesn't apply to all situations :3

Book Quote 1

"We were so busy in believing what everyone said about us that we forgot who we really were.
Most importantly, we forget how to respect ourselves and our opinions."

:3

Bought a toy harmonica today LOLLLLLLLLLLLLL
but idk how to play it LOLLLLLLLLLLLL
tml got time then i learn and be lame HEHEHHEH

naiseeeeeeeeeeeeee !

sashaxoxo.com

wahhhh ! this blogshop clothes fking chio and i especially like the dress section LOLLL

but cannot anyhow spendd $$ );
I'll jus wait till april :3

HOW true is this ?

What's the difference between a woman with pms and a terrorist?

You can negotiate with the terrorist.

:|

无理之愁；非需理而愈

- I have found that anger inevitably seems to be conjoined with emotional investment… And that makes you suffer." Astrid Farnsworth (FRINGE)

For me, I don't know how did i do it or since when, but my anger seems to be able to convert to sadness.

And I would always cry because I'm angry.

I can't be easily angry, hardly seen.

Since when I was really young, I have already told and brainwash myself,
being angry is really pointless.
Whats more important are that things are done to salvage the situation.

And if i cant succeed, I will also cry.

Probably that's why bah.


When I was young, I hated no one. Even now.

I couldn't hate anyone no matter how much they disappoint me because.
There is a far way greater "thing" that I always hated in my heart.
Else, are just "sesame green bean" stuffs that I could not be bothered about.
I could tolerate a lot things for the things and experiences at my age to take the relevant nonsense.

I hide a lot of things not because I am afraid i might be betrayed.

I feel a lot of things are unneeded to share, everyone has their own life to care about.
I feel more comfortable with things in my heart, more securities.

And that I dont have to bother people with my nonsense.
But I know it's damn unhealthy... lol..

recalling back when i was young, I was really goddamn obedient.

whenever i trying to rebel, trying to voice my views and opinions,
i was shut off immediately and saying I cannot “顶嘴”,

and that I simple gave no respect to elderly when i really really do give them tons.

I have no say. Nobody feels me when I was young and lend me their listening ears.
I have to engulf all my pains and thoughts within myself.

I know everyone will go through something like mine, but I am really an obedient child.
And i needed someone to talk to, very often. Esp those, who i valued and respected a lot, the "adults" that chided me.
I dont like more troubles, bringing more unhappiness and I swear I was really, really really a very obedient child.
I dont know why but I think I am still one, right now (:


- 千里之行﹐始於足下。

Have I not been trying..? Have I not move even a bit ..?

- 不患人之不己知，患不知人也。
I should be stop being self-centered, hoping others would know, understand and appreciate me.
I should jolly well get the idea of the world is evolve ard me, and not the otherwise.


My facebook pic,

regarding: Work like you dont need the money, love like you have never been hurt before does not.

Actually I do not literally mean to work like you dont need the money.
That shows the surface message with shallow thoughts.

Its about conveying a msg,
I know life is tough, hard, terrible struggling, suffocating. We all do know.

But do you want to bear a hatred and be unhappy forever in your own life? Just a least, "TRY" to think positively.

Try, even a little i mean. If not, your life given by your parents are simply wasted because you live a sad, hated life with sorrowful vengeance.

Whats the point of internal struggling within yourself the whole life when you will die one fine day?

You said, Im still young, I know nothing.

Do I not have things I very much hated to do in my life since young before?
Do I not, may i ask?

I did whine, cry, rebel and everything. Yes i admit i hated, yet at the same time, I think positively.
It's really hurtful, really, really very much painful to the core.
It tore me into countless pieces and made me a failed person.

I know what benefits I could get, I know who i can satisfy my results with (but not appreciated on the surface), but still hated terribly much till I really wanna give up umpteen times, really many times.

And may I repeat once again, "I know life is tough, hard, terrible struggling, suffocating. we all do know."

Though I really hated it to the core, I still have to think positively.
And if i do not, how do I managed move till this far?

And for goodness sake, its a decade of unhappiness and struggle, (plus do take in an account of my age). A decade in my age..

For that, i became really introvert. Till i start to learn again and overcome.
But the differences aren't huge.

I wonder who thinks like me when I posted that.

❣

There are only two type of extreme important days to me that I hold in high regards,

My birthday & my favorite day.

My birthday - the Date that I was born.
My favorite day - Just any day that I spent with you.

❤

Stitch.

Oh yes,
I could write a first person recount story telling already, just like a curious incident of the dog in the night-time, with such emotional plot of mine.

Gonna go out and pass dickson his fuckyea shirt alr.