Straight right after my piano lesson, my family, relatives, cousins and i went to suntec for the comex show.
Inside is something like computer or wadeva hardware show and things sold are way much cheaper than anywhere, even could go up to half the price of any shops!
i see old aunties, uncles, nerds, handsome ones, dam chio ones, stupid looking ones and cute ones. LOL many types of faces luhhs! hees!
The place wad very crowded ): every1 squeezed me lol!!


Ok luhhs! After went shopping with my family till around 6pm x.x
So tired lOrrrs! wanna die walking n walking le LMAOS !!
i went home immediately sleep le.

Ate supper around 10. Its was from pizza hut, my dad calls for delivery.
The meal still okok la but because every1 ate lunch at 4, none of us were very hungry at that moment. [?]
They made me eat ALOT while they eat little only LOR. ):
sobbs, now i still feel veryvery full LAH!
hais!



*random stuffs in msn chat. (bored that's why)

-LOL noobshit =P

corn flakes + chinese garden

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LOL this was eaten in afternoon, as soon as i got home at 4~
as long as i see food in my room, i couldn't lie to myself for not seeing them and control not to touch them. LOL
My room also got tibits such as cheese-flavoured twisties, koko krunch and cotton candy. x.x





This is the admission ticket for the love night in chinese garden!!
I think that everything will be hello kitty and friends?
But who noes! Really curious about whats inside~
Its starts from 6pm & ends at 11pm and im still at home LOL!
(time now is 0650) =x
Okay ba! im off to prepare to go out le!
Peace off! :D
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Click [here] to see some pictures inside Chinese Garden.

Like any sunday morning, i went to cityhall and to my piano lesson.
I am currently learning Grade 5 theory and starting on grade7 piano.
i tink that theory is super easy la, the only problem which made me couldnt get full marks is because im always careless. hais. but nbms, full marks or not i will still get dinstinction de haha
Ok luhhs enough of lame things.

Today weather is cooling because of the rain.
And a cooling + rainy day means.. A SLEEPING DAY!
i sleep till very shuang lo this afternoon LOL!
Heng i never follow my mum n sis to go out because i do not have to sacrifice my sleeping time to go IKEA .. ZZZZ

Yesterday we went to view a condo in simei, my mum likes it very much.
We have been viewing condominium for more than 2 months and im tired of it because it's SUPER BORING!
Yes, we're moving soon.. and my soon means next year LOL.
Time passes fast you know! so im right to say soon.
Any house is fine with me as long as i have a shelter and a super confortable bed will do.
HEES! :D

Dam regret & sad sia.
Recently i made a friend angry. i tink it was yesterday or the day before.
Couldnt remember the actual date n i had deleted my smses (im quite a forgetful person).

i wasnt in the right mood. im fucking stressed up. my mind was confused when someone msged me that day.
My head was hurting me very much and i wasnt thinking well and i accidently insulted him.
i do not insult people, but i couldnt help it on that day because i couldnt think and didnt know what i was doing.

I said the meanest thing to him but i seriously do not mean it. i swear.
My mind wasnt working well because im so stressed up these days that n i even almost fainted in school, yesterday.

I really do not mean what i say.
if i still have that sms i would type it out here but i didnt have it.
i apologised.
he ignored me.
what else can i do.
i started smsing 100 sorries to him.
he still ignore me.

It was him who sms me at the wrong timing, saying something IRONIC but harmless.
My reaction was involuntary. (i didnt really have conscious of what i was doing)

i regretted. this incident just looks the same as the previous when i did something wrong and wasnt forgiven.
Are all guys so petty? Or am i being overboard till i couldnt b forgiven?

I dont feel good plus my head is still hurting me.
People around me(especially my classmates) told me to get well soon.
i hope i realli can get 'well' soon.



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[continue]
His sms came !!

this time i didnt del my msg and his replied was..
? Sorry for?
at 11.49.49pm

His msn came next..
him: y i angry with u?
(blahblah here)
then i told him i need him as my friend ( he's my close fwen, he knows alot n part of my past )
him: really meh
him: very like hard to believe right?
me: nbms if u dun believe.
him: lol
him: ok la
him: sayang
me: z
him: ((:
him: dont sad
me: ok
him: ((:

seems like he had forgiven me but feigning about not knowing whats happening ._.
In any case, i've learnt my lesson.
no matter how pain my brain is hurting me or have any conscious of anything or what,
must diedie force myself to think before saying, if not,
do not reply anyone and wait till im okay then do.

i dont like the feeling of losing any of my friends, especially those who have been through lots of "windwind rainrain" with me.
the feeling was terrible.

- Non-related stuffs -
[i was encouraged to update thus this post , if not i would have just let it die =P]


Last but not least..
i Love my life though it's stressful, but all the stress, saddness n happiness are what that make my life interesting! (: