slp damdam lil sia , ! & im proud of it ! x;

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lmaoos , !
cant believe i didnt slp much today , don't know why .. just pondering on things .

woke up almost at 9am , LOLLs
i think im god , yeahh !

open up facebook , then happy farm .. then -.-
my new year plantation all stolen by my mum laaa , ! idiot ! RAWRRRS !
steal nbms , at least gift those back laaa !
took so many but 1 also never give me back -.- dammit -.-"

i superly lazy to accept all my christmas coupons lorrs , very time wastage .
stupidddd ~
RAWRRRRS !

evil mom la ! i still rmb she ytd threaten to take pic okayy !
evilevil !

some sort of moody today , but i know it's because of lack of sleep ..
but i wun show it cuz i believe no matter how good&kind a person heart is , if bad temper with sharp tongue is shown , he/she is still considered ugly .

x;

i've got alot of things to do later , but not sure how ..
nehmindds , but if i try .. maybe can work it out even thou i mite make it so dam disastrous bahh . D;

lmaooos :\

hehhs , ! :D

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chanqed blogskin , ! :D

the photos in journal will be randomized each different time you visit !
but the rest of the category , nope .

Fixes :

• underlining colour( should have another pink line under black)
• colours on top (cant see words)
• pictures on other category
• etc(haven thought of yet) - suggestions are open
  

...

dont know what to write , ):

it's new year eve now ,
Happy New Year Eve to everyone !

LOLL , ok laaa stop being so lmaotic x;

i wanna show a delicious dinner that i had on the day beforebefore ! :DD



TADAAAAA !

nicenice rightttt , ! :DD speghetti siol ~ !! :DD
mwuahahaas !

the last serving was mine sehhs ! , i finished it ! :D
hehhs ! so shiook ! x;
i wan moremore ! )):
best is beeeeef speghetti lurhhs ! zomgbbqpizza !


then the day before took like .. 200++ pics of MYSELF but del 100 over LOLLS !
but in the end uploaded like .. idk 17 of them in fb ?
lmaooos ! x;

ask ls to help choose my profile pic and he helped me chooose a nicenice 1 x;
& received compliments thru fb and msn LMAOOOS x;

okkk lurhhs mai bhb !

thenthen, today ..
my mum asked me to take this shot , V



& she wans me to post .. ._."
so lamee canns LOLLS ! x;

update status in fb and oso receives comments LOLLS x;




x;
my mum saw and say i buay pai seh go ard telling people my room so messy like as if im so proud of it ROFLCOPTER ! x;


then she says , tml i half day , if i see yur room messy agn i am going to take picture of it and upload it up to facebook and tag you .

LOLLL ! GG ! x;
but actually , idc x;
hehhs !

Bonus:
onnly my readers can see a sneak preview of mahh cosy beloved room , ♥



TAAA-DAAA ! mai siaosiao okayys ! :DD

hehhs ! that's all for now ! x;
got time will finish up my blogskin ! :DD

you aren't any others , you are my one & onnly . the only one for me , (:

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feeling uncomfortable .
sighs .

been sneezing hard these few days .
must have caught a cold , or probably , stress up bahhs ..

sorethroat worsen . soring like an eagle . zz
feel super dry in there , like frozen and painful .
dam dun feel like talking , one word out from my mouth will cause me pain le ):
still having running nose , but it seems like nose aint blocked anymore , but itchy .

i am so gonna heal myself without the use of medicine
caused imbalance in my brain as i kept thinking negatively and positively, then negatively again -.-
idk lurhhs , just cant think properly .

right now , im thinking of greenapple/watermelon iceblended and especially natural flavour yami yoghurt D;

so dumb&lame of me .
ytd was craving for beef speghetti . lmaos :\

sighs .
i couldnt finish my eis test on mon . cant believe it mann .
openbook still like this . if close how , worst ..

i know im smart yet superly lazy .
all day thinking of my bed and sleeping onnly zzzz .
sighs .
idk if im born like this or cuz i dont have any motivation to fight against myself .
struggle so hard for wad . zzz
nehmindds .

..
..

whenever im feeling melancholy , i would think of playing my piano .
i detest playing seriously , how contradicting .
but the sound produced , the strings , and the feeling really make me feel better .
idk . like there's someone accompany me .
my piano has been with me for many years , i've been playing piano for a decade .
thou it's a non-living thing , but it seems like it's the onnly one that truly understands and knows me well .
retardded rights .
if im sad , playing slow&emotional music can really make me feel better .
its like someone accompany me and also accompany me to feel sad tgt .
because of whatever reasons that i am unhappy , i will think of the unhappiness & my piano will "listens" and "understands" as i play it .
._."

i wanna sit by the seashore and gaze at the sea before i go to my oversea study trip .
sighs .

the trip will be awesome , ! i guess ~
cant believe im thinking abt it right now when my exams haven finish ._."

no motivation to study and read the god-dam txtbook cannns zzz
and f tat person who has no experience in teaching {- dont wanna say much } .
zzz nehmindds .
overall , im still a lucky kid who have a complete family . shouldnt complain much .
im satisfied with what i have now .

i believe my immune system is strong okay , ! & i can get well soon (:


^ look kinda sleepy with a lil pale lips to me :\

i'll take better pics after my exams i guess .



^i know i looked retarded in both pics tq .


^ found a spare classroom to hibernate while waiting for the meeting in 1hr's time on last wed :\

old random pics :










`` i mystitchverymuch ((:

i know ima supersuper non-chalant person . its very hard for me to show concern&care to others . like as if i dont give a dam ._. actually , i just dont wanna show it onnly ._.
when i show concern to my close friends , im afraid i might be too irritating .
but when i dont show , others may think that i dont care & its none of my biz .
._. sighs
actually ..
i longlonglong time ago find others showing me too much concern kinda irritating x;
blehhsss
and phrases like , " are you free ? " and " what are you doing " is stupid becuase i am doing many things .
for illustration , a scenario , drinking yakult while playing fb .
MSN ,
friend : hi , what are you doing
(*)me - "thinking whether he is plain boring or if he wants to communicate with me to foster rs or just wants my attention or playing a prank or got important things to discuss with me"
me : nth much .
LOLLLS thats what i will say because i am breathing, looking at screen, drinking yakult, playing fb, listening, sitting down, thinking, typing .. i mean , you ask me what am i doing so do you want me to say them all out ? ..
in conclusion , the question is very wide and general which will lead me to think of many other things in (*) and make me feel a lil piss off :|

ok laas , being lame but truthful .. :\


` "Time goes by so fast, people go in and out of your life. You must never miss the opportunity to tell these people how much they mean to you." -Cheers

Animes watched before (:

[Last updated: 25 Novemeber 2010]

Here is list animes I have watched before, not listing all though because some i may have forgotten hees!

Amagami SS
Angel beats 
Bleach 
Black rock shooter
Cardcaptor sakura
Erementar gerad
Fortune arterial akai yakusoku
Gakuen mokushiroku: high school of the dead
Hakuouki
Hakuouki hekketsu roku
Kaichou wa maid sama
Mahou sensei negima
Mitsudomoe
Noeiin
Ookami san to shichinin no nakama tachi
Samurai deeper kyo
School rumble
Shakugan no shana
Shakugan no shana II
Shakugan no shana movie
Shakugan no shana S 
Shinrei tantei Yakumo
Vampire knight
Vampire knight guilty

:p

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Seems digusting to you ?
hahaas ! , it's nice okay ! :DD
its called " lui cha " .
not many people in singapore know i guess ._.?
see those rice that i'd scooped ?
its the kind of rice i have been eating everyday , not white rice ~ mai siaosiao !
they are much more healthier & more expensive !
&& esp. wont make me as fat as if i eat white rice everyday ! :DDD

idk mixed with what kind of rice .. got brown rice , wheat , barley ?
aiya , idk laaa seriously ! but got like ard 7~10 diff kind of rices ! LOLLLS !!

29th oct




hahhaas ! super childish & lame right !
by me & sis okayy ! super unique one ! :D

hahaas ! :D
went out with bestie for a short while today !
mai siaosiao ! ~ i've made improvement !
no late for 1hr lehhys ! ^^ , like ard .. errrrrrr 40 mins ? x:

thenn ate minced meat noodles for lunch ! HAHAHAAS !
mai siaosiao ! my fav food okay !
that uncle gave 5 BIG pieces of mushroom to me ! S$4 . !
hahahaas ! shan't hao lian why but bestie knows :ppppp
blEhhs !

went esplanade lib find wall st but they say ref & only can watch at there with max 2 pax or not pay 5+ per hr . :\\

Then, i'd got a sms. forget give my leader the my esad hw so went home early cuz due tmr morning i guess ?! D;
so sorrrry bestie ! )):

Drenchedd ~ ):

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Dog-tired ! D;
Rawrrrrrrrrrrrrs !

i felt like as though i will faint anytime in school today .
so i used my 2hr lunch break to go lib & sleeeeep !

Went up the forth floor of lib , surprisingly , there were quite a number of people sleeping on the study tables too ! hehhs , !
quite a number of vacant seats too and i was pretty glad !
& went in deeper to find a lesser crowded space to sleep .

other than classrooms , the another place i would sleep in np is the lib LOLLS ~
i don't know if sleeping is allowed but i could care-less about it :\\

It was rather quiet , only polluted with typing sounds ~
but i was really, really too god dam tired to feel irritated about it , like gonna ko-ed soon .


Laila then called me 1.5hrs later ,
i slept till so shuang till i couldnt say a word when i was awaken by her .
she spammed " hello " on me then pass phone to chynna cuz i couldn't speak a word .
then chynna shouted, " YY ! " , i immediately can speak le ,

saw 4bucks outside of classroon, lOlls !
& chynna took it to spend with the rest ( i didn't go cuz im too tired )

Today soooooooo darn cold too ~ !! T_T
heng i bought along my grey cardi ,

after torturous esad , comes eis .
the lecturer was talking NON-stop cannns !
like no full-stop !
omgomgomgomgomgg ! ,
&& i was like as though i had just eaten some "head nodding" pills -.-"

want sleep also cannot sleep , later he complain again .
!@#@%$^!

Then last 30mins before school ended .
still nodding my head nonstop , ..
i buay tahaned , i went plaiting my hair from the top .
it worked , kept me awake , seriously . LOL !

Took these lame pics from chynna's lappy with my lamely plaited hair ,




Went back home drenched , & showered immediately .


i gonna sleep soon i guess ? :3

I've came across a web with uberly cute emoticons ! ; emo.huhiho.com (:

Be awake & stop chasing the wrong things . Learn to appreciate and give your love .

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All the world live in 2 tents :
“Content makes poor men rich; discontent makes rich men poor.” - Benjamin Franklin

To what extend do you agree to this ?
Well , i agree TTM .

i believe that one must appreciate what they have now and seek contentment .
Those that are too greedy , not applying to money only , are sinners imho .

Taking money as an illustration .
With contentment , you wouldn't go around splurging money on unnecessary things .
That's why you will save up money which makes " poor men rich " .

With discontentment , which usually comes with the fatal word " greed " , makes one unable to appreciate what he has now , keeping himself to his world . Not only that , he will seems unsatisfied and miserable , which may lead to doing some underhand means to get himself satisfied without realising that what he did may hurt his closest ones ( relationship with others involved ) . Like having a lawsuit with own family members for the assets .

Not wanting something sometimes is as good as having something .
Think about that .

Most people are just not contented with themselves .
they just want more and more .
but of course , this does not apply to education .
they just don't realise what they are doing and appreciate what they have now .
And ended up hurting either themselves or their surrounding people .

i know this is stupid ,
but i believe everyone has a definite amount of things that they should have/own , imho .
For instance , when i gain more than what i should have , i will lose something else somewhere in some point of my life ( could be decades later ) .
Be it money or concerning about relationship , there will be a certain amount of one should have .
ridiculous beliefs right ~

But whatever it is , it makes me and constantly remind me not to be a greedy person .

Since young , my mom taught me to be gracious ( such as telling me i should not be stingy , like giving presents to friends or treating them meals ) , but idk .. im just too shy to initiate D;

Talking about that .
ima shy person . ( don't puke cuz im serious )
:p


So many people walk around with a meaningless life. They seem half-asleep, even when they're busy doing things they think are important. This is because they're chasing the wrong things. The way you get meaning into your life is to devote yourself to loving others, devote yourself to your community around you, and devote yourself to creating something that gives you purpose and meaning. - Morrie Schwartz

Sometimes , it's hard to find what our purposes really are in life .

...

But maybe you can start of with a simple sense of awareness .
Be conscious to your surroundings and the people around you .
They may be obvious , & some are obscure .
idk ~ may be could start off with ,
what others compliment you on , what excites and draws your attention , what you enjoy doing , who do you really care for , who do you really don't want to lose and then slowly work on it ?

i don't know what is my purpose .
What is my purpose i asked myself . No return answer . Or maybe , i just can't be bothered and let nature take its course .

But i know sometimes our past makes us what we are today , not apply to all condition :P

...

I asked myself again , " What are the three most important things in my life ? "
For me , they are health , happiness and love ( relationship with family & friends , even strangers to an extend of a small amount only ) . These are tangible things that money cannot buy .

Then followed by things such as food , wisdom , appearance , fresh air , home , money , success , honesty , compassion , attitude , perseverance , trust , honesty , fun .. well i can think of many with no terms of importance :p

Well , whatever .
im not implying im not greedy or whatsoever angelic person i am in this post .
keeping everything in moderation and to appreciate the things i have now is what i want to constantly remind myself of (especially my family) .
What's yours is yours , what's not yours ... you can try grabbing it ? but i believe in fate .
If it doesn't belong to you , you can never get it no matter how hard you've tried .

With contentment , i believe i will be a happier person (:

Another start of a new week ! ;D

In 1st lesson now ,
hmm .

i think i needa start planning && stop sleeping at 4++am . D;
cuz i've been losing concentration now D;

Magnanimous . ♥

Title:
The poem of narrow-minded low-class barbarian ( it doesn't pay to be uneducated ; where are your manners ? Enraged poem(i) ) .

inherit velocity ,
manifest ferocity .
as i destroyed(acted) ,
foolishly .

it's either me ,
and never be you ,
will be one ,
to ascend the throne(winner) .

but no way ,
as i ranted unknowingly ,
will i the future king ,
to surrender ,
and shape a single way(chance) for you .

you will collapse ,
begging for mercy ,
dragged into the darkness of failure ,
and kneel down before me .

i am not pressurized .
i am not infuriated .
and neither am i provoked by ,
a small-fry like you .

I , will be the utmost king ,
ruling this (lame)tribe .
behold & rise ,
at the almighty king .
"Fear me"
©

hmm , done it in quick rush of 30mins .
i tried thinking of how to bring out the ranting expression by making the stances longer ,
but failed though . nevermind .
need to rush to meet friend , i think i will be awesomely late .
will edit if im free later on ? [80% i will not continue]

The horoscope of general Libra , is that they do not stand on any side ; neutral .
As you can see from the picture of Libra , (any form of) a weighing scale .
im born like that as i side no one .

[ If you understand , everything here , is like a metaphors , 61 hidden meanings , even after the poem ]

1st week of school past so slow O:!

Recent minor dispute in tagboard ,
i didn't join in because i don't want to make things worst . ( hope so )
but since it's my tagboard , i have the rights to comment & have a say .



My bestie is just tryin' to tell me that she saw my ex with his current gf in the 1st tag.
Like any other girls , even i myself , when i saw my friends i would tell my other friends that i saw them if all of us know one another sometimes too . !
And i believe everyone does that occasionally . ~

Like those long lost friends, i would want to know how has he been doing right, since it's been like so long . So i smsed bestie on more about him . (FYI , i don't love him anymore . But being just like any other friends asking normally . Just in case there is misunderstanding . )

Girls do like to gossip , no doubts for guys too . But she was merely telling me from what she saw , not badmouthing or what .

This is all about our simple conversation , then .

The conversation arose with those words used , "MYB" & "auntie" .
Not many girls would love to be called auntie by someone they don't know well .
I believe Passerby had built up the tension in bestie .
Im just using my literature referencing skills .

I did not badmouth anything about my ex .
i remember telling my friends those touching things he did to me .
And the only thing i said something that was not pleasing was the fact that he only tell me the "truth" after break , only to closest friends . ( because they cared and i don't lie to them )
& everytime i said it , i would cry hard , which was in the past .
The fact that i initiated the break is also known to others ; not a secret .
i did not keep it to myself , therefore , i think there is a misunderstanding somewhere .

If you know me well , you will know i do not backstab people & saying something bad that aren't true . (well , but i do gossips FACTS :p)

Up to you to believe . (:





The part whereby bloghopper joined in .
He/She started by replying to bestie, "why are you so vulgar? when others didn't even scold you?"
It may be the same person or a close relation to passerby , i don't know and don't care .
Just that i feel a little injustice for that conversation .
It started of , as i mention , my bestie telling me how well has he been and his status now .
Doesn't all best friends keep a lookout for one another ? Unless you don't have a true one ?

And with "MYB" and "auntie" , things arose .

im not implying that passerby started the dispute .
i could also understand how passerby feels as he/she is being spoken of .
but isn't this the conversation between me and my bestie ? & it's my blog .
There are many ways of conversation , it's just one of the ways she used to interact with me since she couldn't use her handphone to communicate & doesn't have facebook/blog or whatsoever .






Not really to shoot anyone or whatsoever , just an interesting memory to jot it down for my future references to look back at .
Not reminiscing too , just that i have mild STM , serious . & sometimes i find it fun to read my past :D
For the world , people study history to improve the future, amend mistakes and try not to do it again .
Same logic for me :P

But i still have to thank those that take in effort to even tag me .
Thanks Bestie , andy , jin bao & especially leesheng . (:
i appreciate that you all try to protect me :D


My ffs 1st maxed on 22 oct , 1am :D


Hees , Great big thanks too everyone who bought me :D

i lazy post pics about my presents liao laa , so long le LOLLS !

Presents: (idk if senders wished to be known so i'll just type initials of names)
Tako-yaki bestie : (disclosed , no one deserves to know :P , done by cross-stitching & its urberly cute ! x3)
GLS : 3 stitches (additional 3 small stitches given not for bday LOLS ! They are all different and darn cute canns ! :DD )
ASZF,LJS,DH: White Headphone ! :D Its niceeeee ! cuz i love WHITE ! hees ~
KL: Pinkpink pirate piggy ! heeeees ! zhuzhu !
YB: Dolly ! soo huggable X:
HYX: Punchyy Plushy ! :DDDD heees !





Dolly is so abusable , this is how she looks like when angry with a smile on her face ,



haaas , !



Supermarket before bbq , i wasn't choosing and taking the things, i was just pushing & playing around because i don't know how to choose the right ones lOlls ! X:



Me applying dam lots of butter , serious ! X:
Evil ying yi :P


but i don't know who ate it LMAOS ! X:

At Yuki Yaki ! :DD
I grab lots and lots of different flavoured BEEEEF !
x3x3 lovesloves ! :DD



After that we had our fried icecream and all for $12~$14 forget le LOL

Oh , not to forget ..



?!?!

Hees ! ^^