jus ss

 HAHHAHA ! :3

;D

Likea suweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet family rait ! ^-^
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA !
Happy feet with free pop-corns & ballooons rawkkks ~
;DDD
^-^

more stitches !! ^__________^

( - You sure do know me well ;D - )

Received 2 big bags of presents
(;
all different types of stitches items

Got time then i take pics of my october & nov gifts ? :P
LOLL nao damn lazy lorszxzx ! :3

:|

I used to adore cute, adorable, pretty guys with smooth and flawless faces

but now ,
i find real man with scars who has mountain of experiences and fought through countless battles Da Man

HoHoHo ~
:|

(;

LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL
I feel im so blinded by troubles, pms and being self-centered agnxzxz

i can feeeeeeel the love, care and concern from people ard me gradually in which are actually alr shown ~~

))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))):

im sooo terribleeeee !
will learn to treasure ppl even moar lerzxzxz ~ !!

im feeling so much betttttter ~ !
no moar cramps ! jus lil suan suan :|

hehehheehheees ~ !
^-^

~_~

After looking @ the necessities and optional stuffs that i gonna get
i really can gauge how much money i gonna spend and save le
Furthermore, gotta buy presents ~~

hmmm , been using my own savings for my driving and some of my piano fees
mom did mentioned abt returning the money but i said i dont know how much i've used
so eventually didnt return fully x;

should i ask herrrr cuz i naoooo abt cash tight ~ hmmmmmmmmmmm ..
but she also got extra stuffs and burdens to pay recently, like another new hse in msia and my ahma thingy like medical fees etc besides her usual things like her car, insurance etc .. i think ..

uhhhhh .............................
budden come to think of it ..
i dont really have to get money from her lorssxzx jus that .. idk how to describe that feeling
:\

hmmmmmmm ............

ANGRY and stressss ):

I VERYVERY VERY MOOOOOOOODY TODAY

DAMN MOODY
DAMN MY TERRIBLE MOOOOOOOOD AND PMS

NOT CUZ ANYBODY DISTURB ME
IS IDK WHY OR SOMETHING

I FKING STRESSSSSS AND TIREDDDDDDD
VERYVERY TIREDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

NOT ENOUGH SLEEEEEEEEEP
DAMNNNNNNNN MOOOOOOODYY

i started to show signs of ap in which i dont usually have alr ..
i cant control alr
stressed , moooody , irritated
ytd left office like an angry boss when no1 made me angry or wadsoever
its jus me ........

urghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

budden
stillll , and stillllllllll
i am controlling
i really really am controlling !
make sure there are no signs of me moody, irate, angry, show ap or wadsoever

i ..
overly stressed alr
i wanna cry so badly but still pulled back my tears deep in me
ytd ..
i think so hard , so furious deep inside
i tried so hard not to clenched my fist, trying to relax and let go but still , its jus too hard

i reallyreally ..
damn pissed but yet trying so hard to surpress those unbearable empowering feelingsss

9qwjdoisjfdksmflk3meni3ou8f9ndys8f9yewnirjqwk

sua

needa overcome these obstacles while carry a burden of responsibilities

maybe to elderly is nth ..
but for my age .. is .. quite a big thing and also something i think i should be experiencing and facing to learn alr

nehminds

nehminds

these few years
the words that i've been gathering the most from people are actually ,
Be Strong , (yingyi , xiiaoyy , yy or wadsoever)

yepsyeps
and i have always been trying

xmas is coming
hmm
all i want to is to wear a santa claus hat and a cute santa-girl dress like the maple or candy cane mf

- (opening up bannedstory so as .. to make an example ) -

♥♥♥

Suweeeeeeeet bo !!! ~~ ^-^
DAMNNNN cuteeee rait ! ~~
If i do smoochies & wink emotions cfm go maple mesmorised dao alot xdd LOL ! O:
♥

If i playing maple naoo , this cfm my character looks alr laaaa LOLLLLLL hhehehehes (;


Old pics i had made

My fav kind ~ LOLOLOLLLLL ~ !

- -

Naiseeeeeeee lorrs ~ !! :3

I like another kind of male hairstyle but apparantly no time to make cuz gonna do my work le hees

gotta get busy

hmmm..

http://singaporeseen.stomp.com.sg/stomp/sgseen/this_urban_jungle/818350/youll_never_guess_how_old_this_woman_is.html

"Here are some tips from her to help women look younger:
- exercise regularly, get enough sleep and don't smoke (rait nao like cannot exercise lehhys but will note)
✓ eat fresh, healthy food
- have a balanced diet and 4 meals a day in small portions
- Drink lots of water and fluids as water helps wash off toxins and keeps your skin healthy
✓ Apply lighter make-up and shades as you grow older
- Apply vitamin E based cream or lotions on body to keep skin soft and supple
- Always apply sunscreen if you intend to stay out in the sun (dont intend to)
- Follow the cleaning, toning and moisturising regime every night before you got to sleep."

d@$#@%$#^%*&^*THFDGSEWR#@

Hais .

today me has bad menstrual cramps for whole day

wake up early as usual in da morning
in office feeling moody
warned everybody me has pms dun disturb me but still kena disturbed

no eaten lunch as usual & took my time to slp and play ai on lol

then end work le
rain very heavily
me no umbrella and feeling damn lazy so decided to stay for sometime then go home

then rmb needs to top up money in my driving lesson acct ..

took mrt to bukit gombat ..
still drizzling
then when i alighted ,
realised i dont know how to go bbdc

so i jus walk ard but i dont dare talk to strangers to ask for directions cuz i too shy
i dont know where i am heading then i try recall the surroundings that i'd seen last time

i rmb there got mrt track
so i u-turn bak to where i walked from and followed the mrt track

then saw wad hometeam ns.. idk wadde hell is that i tot im lost..
but i insisted tat i followed the mrt track jiu dui .. so i continue walking..

drizzling night and the pathways are really wet with puddle
trying not to fall cuz abit of phobia le

the way to bbdc damn long
and its like ard 830 alr?

while walking on the road .. feeling terrible cuz of pms and menstrual cramp
then started to think negatively )))));

i am busy
i have lots of responsibilities to do
i am  piled with a lot of things to settled
it's true that my time are packed

beside normal office hours , when got time ,
do my normal routine ( bathe, eat, hsework)
game training
and my piano practicing
i dont have much personal spaces that i can have
and i am a person who needs huge amount of personal spaces ..
if nt i will flare and moody .. (budden i still able to control very well)
...
too many things to do .. and my weekends are always ... hais ..
sun is definitely for my piano , slp and my family
i jus cant be with my friends ...
so scheduled tight ..

so much things on hand yet .. yet i am feeling veryvery lonely in fact ..
unbelievable uh.

not that i need a bf or love or something
its not that way .. and i dont need a bf

jus .. need someone to understand me truely ..
talking to me the way i wanted ..
replying in a heart warming sense
but at the same time not overly showering me with concerns

uhhh...
complicated much bahs . or prolly i really pms dunno wad im thinking ..

but im really lonely ..
and i dont know what i want in my life yet ..

hates menstrual cramps .

idk wad to blog

I dont know what to blog about so jus share some long statuses i saw in my news feed
LOLOLOLOLOLOLLs !! :3

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Beautiful Soul

idk how many times i wanna post this but loveeeeeeeeeee this songgggggggg 4ever (X

Feeling terrible

In da morning ,
bad diarrhea
went toilet and cough out alot phlegm and accompanied by blood

cleaned my wound using cold water and cotton buds
walked(limped rather -.-) out of house to go office & felt headache

surrounded by many people in mrt, felt so terrible..
like too many things and infomation going in my mind, grumbling

went to office still headache and stomach pain
while writing this post start to feel feverish ...

i want to go home and rest now ..
mom is picking me up ltr

but i need rmb to buy anticeptic cream ltr to clean my wound cuz my hse dont have
hope i wont get infection .

should have know i starting to get sick from the mild sore throat & coughing..

feels so terrible.

The better you do, the more haters you have, but the more you love the less you notice them.