slp damdam lil sia , ! & im proud of it ! x;

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lmaoos , !
cant believe i didnt slp much today , don't know why .. just pondering on things .

woke up almost at 9am , LOLLs
i think im god , yeahh !

open up facebook , then happy farm .. then -.-
my new year plantation all stolen by my mum laaa , ! idiot ! RAWRRRS !
steal nbms , at least gift those back laaa !
took so many but 1 also never give me back -.- dammit -.-"

i superly lazy to accept all my christmas coupons lorrs , very time wastage .
stupidddd ~
RAWRRRRS !

evil mom la ! i still rmb she ytd threaten to take pic okayy !
evilevil !

some sort of moody today , but i know it's because of lack of sleep ..
but i wun show it cuz i believe no matter how good&kind a person heart is , if bad temper with sharp tongue is shown , he/she is still considered ugly .

x;

i've got alot of things to do later , but not sure how ..
nehmindds , but if i try .. maybe can work it out even thou i mite make it so dam disastrous bahh . D;

lmaooos :\

hehhs , ! :D

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chanqed blogskin , ! :D

the photos in journal will be randomized each different time you visit !
but the rest of the category , nope .

Fixes :

• underlining colour( should have another pink line under black)
• colours on top (cant see words)
• pictures on other category
• etc(haven thought of yet) - suggestions are open
  

...

dont know what to write , ):

it's new year eve now ,
Happy New Year Eve to everyone !

LOLL , ok laaa stop being so lmaotic x;

i wanna show a delicious dinner that i had on the day beforebefore ! :DD



TADAAAAA !

nicenice rightttt , ! :DD speghetti siol ~ !! :DD
mwuahahaas !

the last serving was mine sehhs ! , i finished it ! :D
hehhs ! so shiook ! x;
i wan moremore ! )):
best is beeeeef speghetti lurhhs ! zomgbbqpizza !


then the day before took like .. 200++ pics of MYSELF but del 100 over LOLLS !
but in the end uploaded like .. idk 17 of them in fb ?
lmaooos ! x;

ask ls to help choose my profile pic and he helped me chooose a nicenice 1 x;
& received compliments thru fb and msn LMAOOOS x;

okkk lurhhs mai bhb !

thenthen, today ..
my mum asked me to take this shot , V



& she wans me to post .. ._."
so lamee canns LOLLS ! x;

update status in fb and oso receives comments LOLLS x;




x;
my mum saw and say i buay pai seh go ard telling people my room so messy like as if im so proud of it ROFLCOPTER ! x;


then she says , tml i half day , if i see yur room messy agn i am going to take picture of it and upload it up to facebook and tag you .

LOLLL ! GG ! x;
but actually , idc x;
hehhs !

Bonus:
onnly my readers can see a sneak preview of mahh cosy beloved room , ♥



TAAA-DAAA ! mai siaosiao okayys ! :DD

hehhs ! that's all for now ! x;
got time will finish up my blogskin ! :DD

you aren't any others , you are my one & onnly . the only one for me , (:

Current Mood restless & sick
Current Music Green day - 21 gun

feeling uncomfortable .
sighs .

been sneezing hard these few days .
must have caught a cold , or probably , stress up bahhs ..

sorethroat worsen . soring like an eagle . zz
feel super dry in there , like frozen and painful .
dam dun feel like talking , one word out from my mouth will cause me pain le ):
still having running nose , but it seems like nose aint blocked anymore , but itchy .

i am so gonna heal myself without the use of medicine
caused imbalance in my brain as i kept thinking negatively and positively, then negatively again -.-
idk lurhhs , just cant think properly .

right now , im thinking of greenapple/watermelon iceblended and especially natural flavour yami yoghurt D;

so dumb&lame of me .
ytd was craving for beef speghetti . lmaos :\

sighs .
i couldnt finish my eis test on mon . cant believe it mann .
openbook still like this . if close how , worst ..

i know im smart yet superly lazy .
all day thinking of my bed and sleeping onnly zzzz .
sighs .
idk if im born like this or cuz i dont have any motivation to fight against myself .
struggle so hard for wad . zzz
nehmindds .

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whenever im feeling melancholy , i would think of playing my piano .
i detest playing seriously , how contradicting .
but the sound produced , the strings , and the feeling really make me feel better .
idk . like there's someone accompany me .
my piano has been with me for many years , i've been playing piano for a decade .
thou it's a non-living thing , but it seems like it's the onnly one that truly understands and knows me well .
retardded rights .
if im sad , playing slow&emotional music can really make me feel better .
its like someone accompany me and also accompany me to feel sad tgt .
because of whatever reasons that i am unhappy , i will think of the unhappiness & my piano will "listens" and "understands" as i play it .
._."

i wanna sit by the seashore and gaze at the sea before i go to my oversea study trip .
sighs .

the trip will be awesome , ! i guess ~
cant believe im thinking abt it right now when my exams haven finish ._."

no motivation to study and read the god-dam txtbook cannns zzz
and f tat person who has no experience in teaching {- dont wanna say much } .
zzz nehmindds .
overall , im still a lucky kid who have a complete family . shouldnt complain much .
im satisfied with what i have now .

i believe my immune system is strong okay , ! & i can get well soon (:


^ look kinda sleepy with a lil pale lips to me :\

i'll take better pics after my exams i guess .



^i know i looked retarded in both pics tq .


^ found a spare classroom to hibernate while waiting for the meeting in 1hr's time on last wed :\

old random pics :










`` i mystitchverymuch ((:

i know ima supersuper non-chalant person . its very hard for me to show concern&care to others . like as if i dont give a dam ._. actually , i just dont wanna show it onnly ._.
when i show concern to my close friends , im afraid i might be too irritating .
but when i dont show , others may think that i dont care & its none of my biz .
._. sighs
actually ..
i longlonglong time ago find others showing me too much concern kinda irritating x;
blehhsss
and phrases like , " are you free ? " and " what are you doing " is stupid becuase i am doing many things .
for illustration , a scenario , drinking yakult while playing fb .
MSN ,
friend : hi , what are you doing
(*)me - "thinking whether he is plain boring or if he wants to communicate with me to foster rs or just wants my attention or playing a prank or got important things to discuss with me"
me : nth much .
LOLLLS thats what i will say because i am breathing, looking at screen, drinking yakult, playing fb, listening, sitting down, thinking, typing .. i mean , you ask me what am i doing so do you want me to say them all out ? ..
in conclusion , the question is very wide and general which will lead me to think of many other things in (*) and make me feel a lil piss off :|

ok laas , being lame but truthful .. :\


` "Time goes by so fast, people go in and out of your life. You must never miss the opportunity to tell these people how much they mean to you." -Cheers