Forever means forever no matter what happens.

If a girl is stupid enough to love you after you broke her heart trust me; she's the one.

LOLOLL look @ my fb msg hees~

I carry a broken heart everywhere i go. if im left alone, i'll break down easily.

est. 1year3months & 5months of courtship.
Please do tell me how you move on so easily just like that.
I am still wondering yea.

x/3

I am really really very depressed and heartbroken.
It's pointless to share my feelings to friends because they can only sympathise me.

i really need hugs terribly badly. i need someone to hug me.
i need someone who is able to take my sorrows. and that i can cry onto.

i need tight hugs on me. till now, im still weeping in sorrow.
but still, i've yet pour my real feelings out becuase im sure nobody can take the pain in me.

i seriously suck. does anyone needs me..... can anybody feel me....
no,
for that's why, im being left alone and abandoned..

D;

我生病了。很不舒服。):

.nekorbtraeH eM tfeL eH

我很痛苦。
非常的痛苦。

Who the hell would read my blog, i'll throw shits the way i like it

Sinister clowns, mime, haunted circus, jugglers, maid, evil phantom, bats, vampires, vampaneze or related. I aspire & wanna be part of them eva since im young. Like a Mysterious cool Freak with black magic.
watched too much nonsense alr. :|

So what if i broke into tears. I am responsible for my own feelings.

Even if we are apart, even if you are picking up an even more gorgeous rose,
I would still be always there for you,
when ever you need me.

You know you could always rely on me for emotional support though you breach the trust of forever,
I would still be always there for you,
when ever you need me. 

It doesnt matter, who gave up the future of us
It doesnt matter, who lost in determination to struggle
It doesnt matter, who let go of the hand and turn away

There is no deny that,
we have once created memories together,
clips of us in my life,
the moment of life's happiness and sadness
that we spent sharing together

I am already contented.

Contented,
to be once, the only person to fill your fragile heart
to be once, the only person that you truly show yourself to
to be once, the only person you truly confide in

The person that you once held tightly onto,
was me.
The person that you whisper your love to the heart into
was me.
The person that you want to protect and worry the most about
was me.

If you ever wonder, if i hated you for breaking my heart.
You would already know the answer.

I will always be there.

But she wears short skirts, I wear T-shirts
She's Cheer Captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day when you wake up and find
That what you're looking for has been here the whole time
If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along, so why can't you see?

I really wanna watch alotalot of movies like Fast & furious 5, Priest, Thor, Pirates of the Carribean, Kungfu Panda 2 LOL ~~
T____T

My tagboard is NAISE~!! XD

 


HAHHAHAAAS!!
why my tagboard so many unknown people LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL
funny shits!
who is Lina, Milna Bertha, Safura, Shiela, MiezaCute etc omfgg LOLLLL

i really like that "Passerby" becuase no guys had asked me advice on relationships LOLLL
FUNNY SHITS! ;DDDDDDDD

It's really interesting that i know none of these people here and they tag nice & bad things after sucha long time of no blogging LOLOLLL

Just feel like writing something :|

In life, nothing is more important than relationships.

Relationships [dictionary.com]: –noun

1. a connection, association, or involvement.

2. connection between persons by blood or marriage.

3. an emotional or other connection between people: the relationship between teachers and students.

Everyone needs relationships from being a fetus till death. No matter how rich, old, good-looking, ugly etc one can be.
You have the money, but you are all alone in a massive castle, does it makes you happy?
You acquire fame, be it entertainment industry or through politics and working life, you made enemies, hypocrites everywhere to reach to that elite stage, would you be satisfied if you have no truely loved ones beside you?
You are old and dying with terminal diseases, your children and grandchildren arent with you at your last journey, would you continue to fight the disease or leave the world in despondency?

Relationships can be with anyone and anything. Family, friends, colleagues, school mates, strangers, pets or even dolls/plushies.
I do love the accompany of my plush toySSS, really! They keep me well accompanied and definitely make my heart feel good. (I am still sane okkay); This situation can also relate to female toddlers who always play with dolls. (like i said, we human beings need relationship in every stages)

I cherish, each and every thing/person that i have relationship with, even my pen.
I really do.
I will always be there for anybody whenever he/she needs me.
Becuase, when hearts and feelings are concerned, i know that i will take extra care for it. (provided im needed, of course)

Like everyone, i also love to see smiles on everyone's faces for it makes me happy too.

hmmm, if i was asked wad are some essences of relationship, i would say.. probably. love, care and concern, sharing, truthful, connections, using all our five senses with each other, and to bring hearts together?

But the society now has shaped people into someone they not truely are. trust me.
The environment, fast-paced life, impact of the stressful life (be it studying or working) for survival, leads to many not being able to stop and think of.. what are the reasons they truly living for.

money? ok, so where will you be able to bring them when you die? did you get rich and fame your way up while you made alot enemies and cant find a single loved one? then yur life has been pathetic.

Even when we are always trying to get a better standard of living, we do need love and relationships as well. we need surronding people to support us when we are down, care for us when we are sick, encourage us when life has pushed you down hardly etc.
So, i would tell myself always. When i am needed, i will always be there for anyone(:


Ans 3/4~
hehhehehees

I am satisfied with everything that i have.
But i do wonder, if there is anything that i can improve myself on.
I do too want to know my flaws.
I aint pretty, but i am adorable.
I am short, unlady-like, no table manners.
I really want to know more so that i can improve.............

My love life arent great yet.
but one thing that i dislike is when guys said, I dont want you to suffer anymore, you deserve someone better. (even though you know you are a need in her life)
wtf? that is such a very irresponsible excuse to simply walk off.
if all the guys think that way, who would be the someone better?
I could have comment more, but, ohwells. love is a complicated thing to explain.

Gone.

Night time was never the worst, but now, it goes harmoniously well with longing and sorrow.

And then, I was caught in a spiky trap that pieced me throughout my body while finding an escape route out of the haunted forest. And no, it isnt as painful as ...

Immobilsed with blood flowing out, thoughts came into my mind.

"I love it when you used to fall asleep in my arms because I knew that, for just that moment, the world couldn't touch you. But now, i guess, you have been going to another beautiful garden(forest), to find that special rose for yourself."

Given the state i am that i am situated, i remained satisfied and happy.
That is what i supposed, my humble true love for you.